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Luminance

Illuminate! He shrieked to his soul, Hoping the brightness that emanates of the light would vanquish ignorance, Give birth to wisdom, Fulfill all kind of attainments, Smiles and contentment! Sayi

  • Jokes
  • 8/11/2014 | 00:56:09 AM

A Shit Day

Sub topic: 3rd World ‘Mentality’ Problems     I have to be honest; I was inspired to write this whilst visiting the washroom and this ‘inspiration’ I&rsq

  • Satire
  • 26/10/2014 | 01:32:32 AM

Grade

Singularity, conformity, anonymity, tragedy, mystery, bread, wholemeal bread, dread, wide spread, jam spread, scared…regret, dared, scarred, marred, marked. He was dark so they laughed, target,

  • Thriller
  • 12/10/2014 | 20:42:56 PM

Nuh'uh

Lies and deceits have superseded, it has succeeded in being prevalent and ever since it has grown rampant and from the looks of it, it appears as if it cannot be impeded.  It seems too potent, to

  • General
  • 5/10/2014 | 23:03:58 PM

A Mystery

Some weeks ago, I posted an entry here. Just a normal one…though, this time around, some very peculiar things happened. For some inexplicable reason, my post was hacked. I was expecting someone

  • Thriller
  • 5/10/2014 | 21:58:31 PM

Douche Gabanna

I just wanted to post something. So let’s see…I just had a heavy lunch for lunch. It was awesome, someone paid for it obviously. My chest hurts for some reason; causing a slight/minor irr

  • General
  • 4/09/2014 | 16:09:15 PM

Egocentricity

I am feeling somewhat queasy; dizzy which is making me feel uneasy. Sure vertigo sounds cool… until you have it. Then it’s just a matter of constantly dealing with being nauseous and grog

  • Jokes
  • 18/06/2014 | 16:24:21 PM

Messages

Ask anyone...no matter what their beliefs; a believer or an atheist—whatever he is;If there is one thing a human can be certain about, it is death.If only we, with genuine interest or with a pro

  • Experimental
  • 19/04/2014 | 23:51:58 PM

Hub

I keep pressing the esc button on my keyboard. Hoping that there’ll be some sort of a relief or release from the several cages of confinement that pains the soul. Though all that happens, happen

  • Classic
  • 12/03/2014 | 17:48:59 PM

Have a little...

The whisperings, the insinuating, in a dark room blessed with a hint of silence, though it keeps speaking, evoking, advocating, that is the curse of being a human being, though the soul that is streng

  • Love
  • 16/02/2014 | 18:50:35 PM

Komuniti

Apakah pernah kita sedari sebelum ini? Seiring dengan jutaan manusia lain kita berlari2 dan berekejaran di atas jalan raya pada waktu-waktu yang ditentukan oleh koperasi-koperasi yang bertuhankan diri

  • Eksperimental
  • 1/01/2014 | 12:31:58 PM

Poor

Poor. Meager, inadequate, hunger, insignificant, weak, destitute, disfavored and unnoticed Pour not a little love that originates from pure character? Have you ever known poor? A child that looks

  • Thriller
  • 17/12/2013 | 23:44:28 PM

Understanding an Understatement

As the sun fades, I hoped for the heat to give way, better still go away, yet it remained still, I give into sweet cold drinks, they provide the shortest amount of relief, immediately I was angered wi

  • Autobiography
  • 1/10/2013 | 00:03:23 AM

Humming the Hums of Humility

Glimpses of heavenly abode appears welcoming ahead The back of his head being punctured by the swollen nodes The only choice left is to embrace and withstand the painful nodes.   The couple s

  • Classic
  • 22/09/2013 | 18:43:09 PM

Rantrantrant

I have this habit of inappropriately getting sick during festive seasons. I am now recovering from a fever which has lasted for two week, give or take. It wasn’t fun to say the least. However ju

  • Autobiography
  • 19/08/2013 | 12:02:13 PM

Of explanation/s

Judging from my previous entries, one might think that your humble writer might be hating on the rich. Truth be said, neither does he hate rich people nor does he dislike wealth (duh!). Many of my fri

  • General
  • 10/08/2013 | 22:06:37 PM

Richer please...

Isn't it pretty simple? It’s not impossible to comprehend, it is actually pretty obvious, no? Let us just ponder for a second; bear with me, don’t be biased yet, just let your thoughts flo

  • Classic
  • 28/06/2013 | 23:22:01 PM

Young Man

Time and time again Like the needles on a clock Almost like a mechanical device We walk by life We continue to age whilst in a daze Feelings of numbness clench the senses    Life in t

  • Autobiography
  • 19/06/2013 | 17:35:31 PM

Drebar-Drebar Selfish

Malayan drivers, mostly comprises of two kinds—one is either too careful or too relaxed the other is too rash or too rushed. Both of them have one thing in common. Both are selfish in their own

  • Thriller
  • 17/06/2013 | 16:41:16 PM

Some

Nah, not so many changes, personalities and characters will they ever change? Maybe a little though the main traits, they still persist and endure. It has been a while and there was so many things goi

  • Action
  • 4/06/2013 | 12:11:25 PM

Which Friday

It was the Friday before the last Friday or the one before it. I had postponed this entry for so long I don’t remember which Friday it was. It was a Friday though.  The slave had to come t

  • Experimental
  • 15/04/2013 | 17:42:18 PM

Promised Future

Ever since we were kids, we were told to look-out for the future. Therefore while we began schooling we were told to study for the future, while we got bad grades, they said you should work harder for

  • General
  • 2/04/2013 | 12:47:22 PM

To Err

  Too focused on the outside, he overlooks the treasures inside, for it has been said whence one has accepted his state and condition, the unfair situation, the good luck and the lack of it, one

  • Fantasy
  • 26/03/2013 | 13:36:37 PM

Today

This happens occasionally and it happened again this morning, a car from a different lane, knowing that I was on the lane still drove on and almost knocked into me. Making me swerve into a different l

  • Action
  • 22/03/2013 | 11:29:42 AM

Significant Much

My hair, gets stressed when the air around becomes too humid. I am trying to grow my hair long again. It’s been a few months since I got a haircut though I don’t know if I’ll be able

  • Fantasy
  • 4/03/2013 | 19:59:26 PM

Fast Moving World

Fast moving world, fast moving world, what do I earn from you fast moving world? Without the right feelings, direction and guidance fast moving world… I see things changing, evolving and some d

  • Love
  • 31/12/2012 | 16:26:34 PM

Disunity

Disadvantages of Disunity   The world I was born into was one bounded with disunity and divisions. As I grew older the world seemed to be getting more and more segregated/divided. Back then, I

  • Love
  • 21/11/2012 | 11:51:00 AM

Sends

Keep relying on your senses when you know your senses often omit little sense. Close to an hour left…a long awaited for weekend. The upcoming holidays, plentiful of hopeful promises, of ease an

  • Classic
  • 12/11/2012 | 11:11:51 AM

Unknown Numbers

Phone calls are surprising. I churn when I see the phone vibrating. What would this person want from me? a strange number, quite challenging; might be worth taking. Every time I end up regretting. Sti

  • Thriller
  • 14/10/2012 | 23:01:17 PM

The First Rain, The Last Rain

  It rains outside though inside, there is water shortage. The tap merely produces a few drops of water. This is irritating and oddly enough brings about the feeling of helplessness.   It

  • Thriller
  • 29/08/2012 | 11:54:27 AM

llllllllll

This game again and again, what little has he gained?! Churning and vomiting what a sad man. A minute of silence for him then. Regaining and losing solemnly in disdain, anyhow isn’t it weird, it

  • Love
  • 6/06/2012 | 12:47:24 PM

3

Everyday as I go by I see cut down trees, every fallen tree took years to complete and now they fall deceased, like dead men forgotten and forsaken though soon new trees arises, inhales carbon dioxide

  • Fantasy
  • 10/05/2012 | 23:48:24 PM

Neither/Nor

And so after all the years and threads of words scribbled and expressed—on various things under the influence of many moods and themes that which when combined accumulates to nothing but sometim

  • Thriller
  • 12/04/2012 | 11:46:32 AM

no title

I thought of updating my blog and then today, just now, I came across this beautiful story most probably with Arabic or Indian linkage.  Thus here I am updating me blog. This may be short but it

  • Love
  • 27/03/2012 | 22:53:40 PM

Some Soren

I don’t know if I am bored or have ran out of ideas. Though, I found the below quotes to be to my liking and I guess this is me implying that I like them so much that I might want to post it o

  • Action
  • 13/03/2012 | 22:24:37 PM

Barish

It is raining outside. No, this isn’t one of my fictional stories…well it could be, but it really is raining outside. The sound of the raindrops, (I wish)—they seem like they’

  • Classic
  • 8/03/2012 | 12:30:11 PM

Dear Dreary

Hi,  Yes, busy. No time to ramble...when I have time, I am either too tired or not in the mood. I dislike opening my emails on weekends and getting mail notifications from work. The New Year is

  • Autobiography
  • 4/03/2012 | 00:48:33 AM

Victim of

I think I have become one of those guys. You know, one that gives hope and then end up not being able to fulfil whatever task given to him.  I always have thought that I was a pretty darn

  • Classic
  • 9/02/2012 | 10:26:41 AM

Nature

I remember when the first reality TV series, ‘Survivor’ took place in Pulau Sipadan, Borneo in the year 2000. The show was aired all over the world. We were proud of our country being disp

  • General
  • 7/01/2012 | 23:53:47 PM

I Rant

To my faithful perhaps non-existent readers here I am once again updating my beloved yet often neglected blog.   An old man I met told me to K.I.S.S (Keep It Short and Simple) he also said that

  • General
  • 5/01/2012 | 11:55:03 AM

The days, daze & maze

Worry—eat curry, scurry…no, not in a hurry! Soon all those memories, pointless to bury, infatuated with happiness yet best friends with misery and his friend named dreary, just like dairy

  • Autobiography
  • 4/12/2011 | 15:03:21 PM

Anaxagoras

Anaxagoras was considered the first Athenian philosopher. He believed that grain composed of flesh, bone, hair etc. He was interested in how food can turn into flesh and bone.  Has anyone of you

  • Thriller
  • 1/11/2011 | 11:04:53 AM

Frenzies

This message below was originally meant to be sent to my high school friends. It was meant to boost/spark interests/ create involvement in coming up with some sort of getting-togetherness punya event.

  • Love
  • 7/10/2011 | 11:30:06 AM

Tomorrow

 He walked through the battlefield with his eyes daunted; it appeared haunted, staled with incessant taunting, badly hurt, it made him walk slanted. His eye bags were black and ringed with pouche

  • Fantasy
  • 27/09/2011 | 10:44:20 AM

Man

Lo! The so called protagonist, yearning  heroic fantasies, the imbecile dreams to please and seize the hearts of the very people who disparate against him; fortunately he found a little sense bef

  • General
  • 8/09/2011 | 11:46:59 AM

Music...

It has been more than a few months since I started with this piece. It appeared more burdensome than I anticipated; my senses were contradicting among themselves and it gave way to a lengthy procrasti

  • General
  • 26/07/2011 | 12:02:24 PM

Absorbednya

I have been consumed, a little too consumed. It is well worth it though.  This will continue at least till next week and then hopefully I won’t be leading this exhausting/ hectic lifestyle.

  • Fantasy
  • 5/07/2011 | 15:41:50 PM

TV

I got this magazine from my teacher who got it from his teacher who publishes this particular magazine every few months once. Towards the end, I found this article and was amused and impressed. Yes, i

  • Satire
  • 30/05/2011 | 23:14:53 PM

Circumstances

The world is funny and so am I for pushing myself to write when I have nothing in particular I’d want to write about. Once again there is some problem with the network and I am unable to resume

  • General
  • 5/04/2011 | 13:33:34 PM

Notices and points

I have not been updating as often. However I won’t say that I should strive harder in wanting to update my blog, I’ll write when I feel like it. I have noticed that most of the time I writ

  • Satire
  • 3/03/2011 | 15:49:38 PM

I don't know

I don’t know. Basic knowledge, profound insights, I don’t know. The development of the mind and body as it ages, makes it compulsory to instill understanding, contentment and tolerance as

  • Love
  • 4/02/2011 | 16:14:28 PM

Righteous 2011!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zh59b1fcZ3kI've actually been looking for this song for ages! Was first introduced and transfixed to it by the mesmerizing tune from the uber cool 'Gatsby' advertisement

  • Autobiography
  • 16/01/2011 | 01:28:32 AM

And

And so he said, ‘I’ve got a new year’s resolution!’ And then they said, ‘you shouldn’t start a sentence with, “And” ’. And he replied, ‘Go t

  • Fantasy
  • 11/01/2011 | 23:46:14 PM

Requiem

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcIqZoxV0sALike most people who enjoy spending their time loitering at cafes; these two were no exemption. The best friends used to live in the same neighborhood when th

  • Classic
  • 27/12/2010 | 23:56:02 PM

Sunny Side Up!

Sunny Side Up   In the near, almost immediate future.. Man in their inclination towards going against nature ironically, maybe even expectedly ceased to be ‘manlike’. Whether

  • General
  • 15/12/2010 | 20:53:45 PM

Discordant Constellations

“I woke up…late as usual. There was something unusual—I noticed something unusual I meant to say; I found a smile on my face. I don’t wake up with a smile on my face! I wake u

  • Classic
  • 26/11/2010 | 12:32:22 PM

Coherence/Incoherence

Verily look at me, I descend from the heavens, it is fate that I am above all of you, my fair skin radiates in superiority, my fair skin likens me to the angels in heaven, bow unto me people with iniq

  • Satire
  • 19/11/2010 | 12:22:25 PM

Ramble-Shamble

As usual I’ve been wanting to write and update my blog. I am either too tied up or involved in some event or when I have the time to write, I  don’t feel like writing anymore; though

  • Thriller
  • 13/10/2010 | 11:11:58 AM

Man in the mirror (yes, very original right?)

This has to be one of my bad pieces. I started off really angry hence was in the mood to write, but after that I wasn’t as much. I felt like I had to finish what I started hence I came up with

  • Experimental
  • 26/09/2010 | 02:06:19 AM

Nothing's Gonna Change My World

Nothing’s gonna change my world   Under a fake tree, from what they eyes could see, there were two madmen talking to each other.  They were in a theatre. A large group of audie

  • Classic
  • 9/08/2010 | 12:55:52 PM

Choices..Not!

Amidst the concrete jungle, pollutions seem like the only portrayal representing the people inhibiting it. But not one or two are left unhappy but everyone lest are miserable in a constant state of ch

  • Thriller
  • 22/06/2010 | 20:34:13 PM

Hunger!

I was in a ‘gerai’ that had three tables and four chairs at each table. It wasn’t roofed. The ‘gerai’ was on it’s own surrounded by trees, plants and greeneries. It

  • Experimental
  • 17/05/2010 | 00:58:17 AM

What a Mess!

Hm nothing to brag about, little to be proud of, not necessarily much. Lurking In a haze, I can see the large black clouds of sadness ready to engulf... Floating above, following my footsteps, ready t

  • Action
  • 12/03/2010 | 00:55:09 AM

Stories of the past

When someone is not as lucky as you are, you help him, not mess with him… As we were all sitting there, some with their drinks and some waiting for the food they’ve asked for. A friend wh

  • Experimental
  • 2/03/2010 | 12:07:28 PM

Conscience

Past thoughts encircling I can feel a beckoning, a sort of signaling of something frightening. Sitting freely in an imaginary sanctuary—the imprisonment in the body suffocating the breathing.

  • General
  • 12/01/2010 | 10:28:38 AM

untitled

In the midst of confusion—of people wanting to be accepted and recognized I notice inferiority complex and stupidity. Of course I say this when I witness them lashing out absurdities derived fro

  • General
  • 12/01/2010 | 01:00:48 AM

At the moment

Things are going pretty well? Not really but its better than before certainly – is this just a short pause or as they say it, the calm before the storm, until something big happens? The emptines

  • Thriller
  • 22/12/2009 | 11:53:10 AM

Merely Quoting

Seeing that I don’t really have the leisurely time to come up with my own fiction for the time being…this time around, I decided that I would just quote others in their beliefs and though

  • Experimental
  • 21/12/2009 | 12:39:29 PM

People in Particular

In the distant future a war broke out between a big country and an even larger one. Needless to say, the consequences were devastating. The war changed the world, as we knew to a dissimilar almost une

  • Thriller
  • 5/10/2009 | 09:42:09 AM

Entangled

The old man was sitting opposite the younger man at the dining table having their breakfast. I myself was seated nearby, also eating what they were having. At first, I was merely having a normal break

  • Classic
  • 11/09/2009 | 12:29:56 PM

Without a care

The old woman was seen crossing the road, with a blue colored umbrella in her left hand. The sun wasn’t being very nice either, it was ferocious, and it didn’t seem to care. The cars, buse

  • General
  • 5/08/2009 | 12:22:40 PM

Review Buku?

I managed to finish yet another book. I don’t know why but every time I do, it appears like a big deal to me. It could be the lack of belief in myself or something else. Over the years I’v

  • Experimental
  • 3/08/2009 | 16:32:46 PM

Shiver

My father was a great entrepreneur. When I was a small child, there were many things that I didn’t understand about the world. Now that I am older I came to figure that, usually stuff that comes

  • Autobiography
  • 17/07/2009 | 15:16:02 PM

The Butterfly (Stages)

Metamorphosis; to transform or to change, like a cocoon waiting in vain, longing to break out the shelter that engulfs. For why does it take a lifetime in comparison? And when it finally does, everyon

  • Satire
  • 16/07/2009 | 12:48:13 PM

To Dream

He asked himself, why bother scribing when nobody heeds. Too deep, too heavy, not something we want to read, an inability to come to terms, nay to comprehend. His works structured, filled with message

  • Autobiography
  • 6/07/2009 | 13:05:24 PM

Fruits Basket

There he laid, on the green covered ground, there was a grin plastered on his face. His eyes were glimmering without worry. He took in the scent of the fresh air; he did this almost delicately and slo

  • Fantasy
  • 9/06/2009 | 15:26:34 PM

Kachha Muchha, Meccha Kuchha

Waging a war with the mind, the mind-- the source of existence, a part of me and one of mine, good and evil comes hand in hand, right and wrong, with pain and pleasure. Both as one, one as both, each

  • General
  • 5/05/2009 | 11:29:20 AM

Prisoner of Desire

Prisoner of desire   I am restless when for a moment I don’t do anything. I get restless when I do the same thing over and over again. I get restless when the thing I am doing has no

  • Experimental
  • 26/03/2009 | 10:38:14 AM

Wonder Wander

  There comes a time when people entertain their thoughts and get carried away in a manner in which they shouldn’t get carried away with, accompanied by foolishness and doing so for the

  • Satire
  • 10/02/2009 | 11:24:42 AM

Awkward Moment

Once again he saw himself walking down a street. He had an ‘easy fit’ jeans on and a white color T-shirt which fitted him quite well. And a pair of sandals that aided him with his jour

  • Experimental
  • 4/02/2009 | 11:21:54 AM

Rempits

    Let’s start with sense of fashion and a little about their lifestyle as an introductory; Unfolded collared T-shirt, skin tight jeans that looks awful, unsightly and according

  • General
  • 19/01/2009 | 10:03:25 AM

'Poor Thing'

The year was 2015, in the month of August. I choose to believe that the need to specify a date and on exactly what day this occurred would not matter. By this, I refer to the way I feel seeing that

  • Experimental
  • 10/01/2009 | 13:45:57 PM